44 Years

  44

My womb is a Virgo

Seat of my home 

Breath of my journey 

Escape of my shadows

Call of my heart 

Forgiving All 

Grace is the direction 

Expansion my cross,

I’m no longer here to give it all away

I’m here to turn myself inside out

To roam in the deep vessel of my wonder 

and return to the unknown

Again 

Again

Where these lights are dim

I’ll be there in the dark 

Playing my game, smiling among wounds

For I’ve won what I came here for

My Self

The radiant loss 

Giving up being adored

Again

Again

like the night watch in its dawn

A diligent calm 

Circling long

Be Gone 

Oh precious me 

Bask in your unexpected 

Wade in your free…