I am not what happened to me. It does not define who I am.

How can the bones of my body begin to carve my psyche into an anchor of free will, operating with ease?

So I became all that I had. And when you are all that you have. You realize, you are god that whispers…

The most powerful gift I can receive in this lifetime, is the gift of receiving my own praise…

*themes of surviving childhood sexual abuse are discussed in this post

And when we dare to feel it, cultivate it, stretch it, expand in it, and believe in it. There is nothing we cannot survive. Absolutely. Nothing.

For I’ve won what I came here for

My Self

The radiant loss

Giving up being adored

Again, like the night watch in its dawn

Our true essence is divine, our true essence is honor itself. This is the frequency of Leo.

I paid the price with the death of my innocence, and now it’s time for me to claim my prize. And that prize is the open free road that my pain has carved. Freedom.

The trapped parts began to feel that I see them now. They feel my compassion for them, and so they no longer need to act out and play out in my dreams.

I can luxuriate in my own energy here and now, because it feels good to do so.

This darkness my father gave me, belongs with the light of truth and in the open heart of testimony.